Waiting

Hey guys--

Right now, I'm just waiting.

I wish I could just skip the next day or two. It would instantly make my life 10x better.

My mom found all my alcohol. Or, at least I think she did. Some friends and I drank a bit on Thursday, and I didn't exactly put everything back to where it was supposed to go. The bottles were under my desk, and while my mom was helping me pack this morning, I'm pretty sure she caught a glimpse of them. Whenever my parents find out about something I do, they both migrate out onto the deck and begin yelling at each other. Of course, this happened shortly after my mom left my room. I'm not sure exactly where my parents were, but I was able to throw everything away, and now, all my empty bottles are hidden safely in a huge trash bag along with a bunch of other shit from around my room.

And I was just thinking how totally hilarious it would be if my parents read my blog.

HAHA

But yeah, hopefully all goes well and we can just put all of this behind us. Yeah... right. I mean, hopefully they never saw anything, and I'm just paranoid.

Last night was pretty shitty. I found out that I couldn't see Sebastian today-- we both had a lot of shit to do, I guess. So, after seeing Aaron for the last time, I went to see Sebastian in market square. I don't want to go into too much detail about the night, but to put it bluntly, I was completely ignored by him when he had the good knowledge to know that I was very upset and not to mention the fact that this would be the last time we would see each other. I'm probably overreacting, like I usually do. I just don't get him sometimes.

Well, I think it's time for me to leave here shortly. I'll be writing here more. Maybe daily? 

Thats funny considering the only person who reads this is Zara.

LOLZ HEY YOUUUUZ

I SEE YOU SOON? ;]

tight! 

You will all be hearing from me again! Wish me luck!